Thoughts; Expressions; Confessions.

2011-03-05T02:08:00.001+08:00

I cried.

Closer to perfect.

2011-03-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

Stars have identities and almost perfect. Why? Cause they're beautiful, but never can we reach them.

Stars vary in shapes, it means we can achieve their level no matter who we are and what we are capable of doing.

If blinking stars means they are talking to each other, I want to be like them. Keep a distance in between others but not too far. If shooting stars mean the end of it's life, I want to be like them to fly across and let people know that I have sacrificed and I'm beautiful even when I'm dying, cause I'm still shining.

Everything in the universe has a distance in between them. Stars, moons, planets, galaxies. Why? Cause it's safer to do so.

"When in doubts or loneliness, look into your mistake and flaws and change yourself with pride."

Life is a road, now and forever wonderful journey.

2011-03-05T01:18:00.001+08:00

Probably this has been my favourite song now. The Beginning, an OST for Anastasia.

Life is a road that I wanna keep going, Love is a river that I wanna keep flowing.

Such deep quotes advised me to just live my life with what I have and what I CAN have. Money doesn't matter, when you earn it with joy, you will spend it with joy. Holding onto life no matter what shit comes by your way, taking care of yourself is your greatest responsibility in life and if you fail to do so, what else can you do in life?

Love, has no limits. Scientifically a chemical-thoughts-mind-feelings combined term, explains come in as hard as a rock. "Love everyone, and never stop loving." Parents, friends, BFFs, BF/GFs, teachers, strangers. Give them an impression of love, smiling with your pretty dimple, pretty simple heh?

When you combine both Life and Love, you cannot stop doing them. Once your parents gave you life and love, you cannot stop doing it unless they told you to. And they are the only one that might control what you do. They, are your parents; they gave you life, so they are the only one that could take away your life." The strongly combined relationship says, no.

In the end, I want to be standing at the beginning with you, again.

Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-04T00:55:00.000+08:00

Firecrackers has been a melody to the hearing. When alot of us claimed our holidays to hometowns and have a reunion with our cousins. This time it's in Genting.

Okay basically this post is just whining, whining and whining.

The phone that has been serving me since 2008, got kidnapped by some heartless loser that broke into the room while we were sleeping. YES: Me, my sister, my brother and my mom. 1 laptop and 2 cellphones.

It's been suckish for me, I'm feeling very wasteful and naked now without the ability to check the time from my phone and messages/etc. All the datas in my brother's laptop and both me and my sister's cell. Sigh so wasted.

Firecrackers, firecrackers, could you crack the fire into the heartless guy that possessed something that doesn't belong to him and was stolen illegally.

Quick update

2011-01-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! I'm sorry this is sooooo late, but yeah finally got my arse and fingers moving for my blog.

Recently I just had my house cleaned and now have my own room. Feels quite good actually, I have more space to do what I want to do, etc.

Btw, today is the first day of school reopen, well, first day of going to hell in the morning and return to heaven in the noon? But today it's been a bad bad after school, it rained heavily and everyone is raining cats and dogs. Gotta be serious for this year. Still thinking about dropping Chinese and being in the prefects board. :)

Mmmm, oh and I'm right now looking for furniture for my room and upgrading my drumset. Will update again soon. :D

Holidays Pt. 2 ? No. :D

2010-10-28T02:55:00.002+08:00

Still having finals now. And I'm feeling motivated by the drama I've watched few months ago, "God of Study".

Well, the other reason I would want to blog now is to make a clear path on my mind to concentrate on studying later. :)

And I'm really missing my eldest sister as she left for US to study.
When she was still around, I hasn't appreciated it enough.
I overlooked, something about family.

For now, I want to live everyday with a smile and laugh, and to improve myself.
Treasure preciously, the memories that you would want to forgive in the future.
Never let obstacles bring you down, you would excuse yourself for another let down.
I don't wanna miss a thing, a thing could be an opportunity for life.

And for now I would also start planning my Year-end holidays, let's drive my life everyday with excitement and meaningfulness.

Oh and I'll be going for M.A.D Camp, which is a whole-Malaysia camp by Leo. Awaiting. :)

Holidays Pt. 1

2010-09-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

Well, so it's the Raya school holidays now, for 2 weeks.
My family, of course, would seek the opportunity to leave home for our hometown.

Batu Pahat, the place my mother grew up, had fun.
Going back regularly to cherish the moments with her mother, and our relatives there.

It's a 5 days trip, a trip, for the first time in my life, that has a Leo event in it.
It's the Batu Pahat Leo Joint Installation for 3 school:
SMK Dato Syed Esa, Chinese High School Batu Pahat and High School Batu Pahat.

September 10, is the event. So we planned our journey there one day before, September 9, but with the absence of Daddy and brother.

For the event, it was RM 8 for the entrance fees into the hall in Lian Hoe Restaurant, located in the city central of Batu Pahat.

This is the stage view from the seats planned for Leo clubs.

Installing Leo clubs.

Performance by girl band B8, they have some good beats and guitars, but not the right choice of songs.

Meeting called to order by Lion Joey Pour.

Opening ceremony by Lions.

Speech by Organizing Chairman, Leo Lee Yong Heng.

Initiation & Installation of members from SMKDSE, HSBP and CHSBP.

Installation of BODs.

Installation of Key Officers.

And now you're full of images, it's time for some real food. Refreshments.

And now that the installation is over, it's time for socializing and performances.

For more photos of installation, club socializing, randomness and performances.

Please do visit the Facebook albums.

Photo album by Foong Yi Xian, Leo Club of Yong Peng.

Photo album by Anna Looi, Leo Club of SMK Subang Utama

And for the whole event, it was really enjoyable, for the band performances, sketches by BODs, Chinese Yoyo, and Hiphop/street dances. And to say, it's really something worth going for, I'd be sure to go again next year, to probably make B1 and B2 closer apart by socializing, and then organizing Joint Projects.

Alright, sorry for making this Holidays post more into one that relates more about events.

And for my hometown trip, it was fun playing with my Aunt's baby.

Having a cute name of Kelvan, he's really a cute and lucky baby.

Hope that I'll see him grow up healthy and safe.

And oh, the reason for titling this post as Part 1 is that I'm blogging about the first week of holidays.

Now that I'm back home, I'll see what can else can I do anymore. :)

Part 2 will be up next weekend, cheers !

My life

2010-09-05T01:11:00.003+08:00

What's life? For me, life is the process of growth, ageing, learning and of course, suffering.

How's life? My life, well, I'm living a happy life, though I'm not as satisfied, I gotta be grateful, I get what I deserve.

What's your aim of life? Aim? Nothing much, actually. I want to live a life of an average joe, or perhaps richmen, it all depend on my fate. Still, I want to live a happy life, a happy family, home, and the world.

I live my happy life, you're the evil obstacle to try to hit on me.

The world? .

Attention

2010-08-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

Humans have wants and needs.

Wants? Money, health, wealth, attention, etc.
Did I just heard Attention?

Yeah, it's like one of the most viewed issue. For me at least.
I myself, I, too, seeks for attention like any other human.
But I do the best to get the attention NEEDED, not WANTED.

Well yeah, for me, at least it's like that.

To all the attention seekers out there, I will not hate you, because hating you means I gave you the attention.

Cheers.

Leo Club Joint Installation for Selangor Leo Clubs 2010

2010-08-17T21:18:00.001+08:00

On the 15th of August, a wonderful Sunday, the Leo Clubs of Selangor had an official installation for the new members and the new BODs at 3k Hall, SS13.

Although I already installed as a member last year, I went to the installation to witness the new members, the incoming BODs installing and the outgoing BODs "uninstalled". :/
Well it's of course with tears and goosebumps.

Other than that, socializing is of course an opportunity. Namecards were thrown to my hand with a short introduction, it's such a waste that I don't have a namecard, yet.

Well, no photos as I'm not on a camera. But, it's really an enjoyable event and definitely I'm going to attend it again next year, as a BOD. *winks*

Anyways, I'm still having my exams now, so keeping the post short. :)

2010-08-15T01:07:00.006+08:00

Knowing it since the start, it's something never wanted.

Remembering the old days,
Finally having the guts to talk to you.
It's like a fantasy, an enjoyable one at least.
Tried the best to be the first 'Hi' and the last 'Bye'

Though it's never meant to be,
I lied.

Things will never be the same anymore.

No one's fault, it's life.

Studies, it's a freaking pain to concentrate on a paper.

Deep in the soul, it's crying of pain, but it will never be shown.
As pain as a bullet penetration,
Yes, still laughing and cracking jokes, but it's never meant to be laughed at.

The truth hurts. Alot.

Karma

2010-08-13T10:41:00.007+08:00

I wish you will be there for me, awaiting me across the mountains, sea and the sky.

I recently believed in this Karma system.

It's about merit points, good deeds brings good merits, and vice versa.
As the human life cycle keeps rotating, Karma is involved.

Let's say, someone's past lives, his good deed and bad deed would be collected.
And as he recycled the human life, his Karma would be calculated and then bless One according to his merit points.

Sometimes I thought of not helping those in need, because it's what the deserve from their past lives.

But then..
I am soft-hearted.

If.

2010-08-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

What if..?

The word. If.

If I could change stuffs.
If I could stop sufferings.
If I would not need to sacrifice anything to achieve goals.

What I want to be

2010-08-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

Replaying, hoping, wishing.

Everyone would have thought of what they want to be.

For me, one of my biggest regrets since young was,
Not learning music.

Music, is not just entertainment, it's all about your expressions.
When you are sad, you would express your feelings with a sad song or cheer yourself up with a catchy song.

Ahh, a sucker in music like me, when would I stop being jealous of others' talents.